Wednesday, February 16, 2011

I am wearing a skirt today

Shocking, isn't it? If you know me, I love my jeans and t-shirts. Skirts and dresses just aren't something that I enjoy. However, when Jojo was just a couple months old I did start a year and a half journey of only wearing skirts and dresses, complete with headcovering. I felt pretty, feminine, and noticed a major difference in how I carried myself. I wasn't as quick to lose my temper with my daughters when I dressed this way, and I spoke quieter, was more productive, and overall was happier in general. Then life happened, along with a move to a new home, and I transitioned back into my former jeans and t-shirts.

Well, today I dug out a skirt and nice shirt and put them on. I then dug out one of my old coverings, just to see how I looked. As soon as I put it on, I felt this calm sweep over me. I haven't felt this in a long time, and I like it.

I think I may need to do some serious sewing this weekend for me, on top of making those skirts I have planned for my children. And no, I will *not* post a picture of me in a skirt, if you want to see it then give me a call and then stop by.

Monday, February 07, 2011

frustrations in college

Yes, I'm dedicating a post just to my college complaining right now. But let me start by saying that I am truly loving the journey of getting my degree, it has really helped me to see things in a different light as far as how to effectively teach my girls. That is *always* a good thing right?

So what could be so frustrating about college for me? I mean, I just said that I'm loving it. Well, it happens to be one small thing really, and related to an upcoming class.

Next week on Tuesday, I start a new class. This class puts me into the new semester and back into my original group, but I'll have a 3 week juggle with starting a new semester and finishing the old one at the same time. It isn't a big deal, as the class I'm in now is just a basic math class and I currently am a week ahead in the material AND carrying a 100% grade. But the issue lies within the material for the upcoming class.

Now, if you've read my one and only post where I spoke in detail about my college classes, you know that I am attending a Christian college and studying ministry. WOW big stuff there right? Anyway, the problem is with the textbook I have for my next class that is coming up for this 2 course juggle that I'll have for 3 weeks. Are you ready for this?

The class is Earth Science. The textbook is evolution-based.

I'll leave it to you to figure out what it is that I have a problem with for that class. LOL As if it isn't *quite* obvious enough..........

One, I do not believe that evolution happened on the large-scale that theorists speak of. I don't care if they say the planet is around 4.5 billion years old, if you look at skeletons from ancient Egypt and ones from today you will see that 6,000 years produced very little evolution of our structure. Yes, people look different now from then, but structurally we are pretty much unchanged. Evolutionary theorists want us to believe that over the course of about 4 billion years, life evolved from an amoeba to a fish to early reptiles to dinosaurs and everything else, to eventually the animals we have here today (yes, people are animals too, I don't care if you are civilized and socialized and all that jazz, some of the people I know are more animal than person when it comes to certain desires). Obviously, I believe what we are told in Genesis, that God made everything on a 6 day plan and then rested the 7th day. However, I don't know if I lean more to the thinkings of young-earth or old-earth creationism. I am still sorting that one out on my own terms, and I don't need any help with it (I'm starting to have my lean, and when I decide officially I will let you know).

I had told myself that I was going to keep my college textbooks for my own personal reasons, but honestly I think that this earth science book will be hitting the used curriculum sale that our homeschool group does every year, if I can find a friend willing to put it on her table marked FREE TO A GOOD HOME because I find it that wrong to me. And I just got the book on Friday.......... It certainly won't be lasting long around here, that's for sure.